9.04.2020

Time

 Time

for when you wake up
dreaming
of all the poems 
you never wrote.

The ashes from your
one last drag
falling from your fingers.

Blue
your veins
untouched by air
Your life
crawling inside
turning red 
only when 
kissed by atmosphere,
searing iron
to oxide.

I’d rather be 
a litany
against the fears
of cruelty
than a smear of salty
misery
on discarded 
tissue.

Loneliness
a weary way
but wild and free
to walk alone
The burden 
ephemeral 
but real

A weighted chest.

You direct your hand
back to your heart
but struggle to put
your finger 
on
what you really 
want.


~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot




 

Untitled

 maybe.

don’t think?
I agree.
our form?
dream
approaching metaphor
perhaps spherical,
beyond corporeal
both/and
gravid/
free




~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot







 

Golden Lotus

 You are a golden lotus blossom

            blooming my own eternity
into a weaving of contrasting likenesses.
            a crystal, your light refracts
                                    outward along your filaments
 composing
                        the fabric
                                    of your mortal being.
            Your unprecedented tenderness
                        encounters each of my senses
                                    and captures it;
this mortal coil has become
                       a most joyful lesson.




~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot





 

Visionless Prophet

 A gifted boy, young Paul Atreides,

taught from youth by his lady mother,
the Bene Gesserit Witch.
She sculpts him in her ways arcane,
(for the sons of royalty often meet with Treachery)
she teaches him to be
uncanny.
 
The Old Reverend Mother deigns to test him,
preaching to he
politics of kingship,
full of warning
and cynicism of high office;
he proves, (within utmost pain)
And she elevates him to human,
cackling as she stamps him with strangeness.
 
From boy to un-man he grows,
in strength, potential, and
Purpose like the killing point of a blade
(which may lack artistry, but is employed out of necessity).
Honed to perfection he becomes,
computations a whirl of cold
observations,
calculating like his father the Hawk:
a Duke among lesser birds.
 
From parched and care-worn throats
dusty peasants croak “Madhi?”                                                            
His mother thrills at this touch of destiny,
recollecting the signs and whispering
(orchestrated theologies),
“Does he
fulfill
all prophecies…?”
 
His Voice obtains balance of tone and nuance,
the irresistible   Authority   of royalty;
he fits their fulfillment and infect them with purpose,
to his Glory they scream,
“Madhi!”
 
Unyoked they pour like blood from the vein,
unchecked they rape and they kill in His Name,
fire and ruin they claim,
To
his
Shame
They fight for his Glory.
 
With hands to his eyes he shudders,
every casting of the future utters
RUIN
pointing to him,
God on High
of Might and War.
 
Burn out his eyes and make him a martyr,
cripple him, a broken hero,
they’ll send him to his dunes,
The Messiah,
eternally praised for the curse of his purpose;
endless sightless visions his burden:
Mad King, Visionless Prophet
 
who dared to shape the future “for the masses”
he would say, when at heart
he was a pampered lad who had not
set foot across their thresholds,
dined at their tables, dated their daughters,
And conceived a loving reflection
to the way and the shape of their lives.
 
(He was the God that failed)



~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot 

What Is A Life

 What is a life


a brief flaring of activity
of light and dark
all the ups and downs
on a narrow plane, 
fleeing the beginning and the end
in endless return

What is a life

a collection of petty annoyances
disappointments
joy
success
always fleeing the beginning 
and the endlessly returning

What is a life

a creation
a construct
a poem
a work of art
a failure
a momentary lack of eternity
stepping into matter 
to experience depth
to forget



~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot






The Gift

 I question

whether I have ever truly loved
now that I know what it is 
to love you.

Before, 
the broken bits
of my self
struggled to match to
    jagged and half-formed edges,
    an assemblage of wholeness.

Until I rested, 
free and wild and satisfied,
I was not ready
for my smooth rounds
that became my wholeness
to perceive the grandness 
of yours.

I question
if a fractured self
can truly know
love 
in earnest.

Was the totality 
of those old feelings
simply a memory
of the future
cast forward
to play act 
at the eventuality
of a true and honest love?

Did I merely guess and explore
at a hint and a shadow
in rehearsal 
for knowing you?

They say love is hard,
and it's not:
Patience is the trial.

Love is the impetus
and it lends 
its massive strength.

Love is not a battlefield,
it is not cold or broken.

These are only 
chapters 
in the epoch 
of a lifetime.

When love stole into my center,
like a foot pad or a ninja,
I laughed,
because it is so quiet.

Love is a surprise, 
a deadly one, 
for it can so easily take
unless one is ready to give.

The gift returns
ceaselessly
without extinguishing 
the light.


~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot







Modern Time

 We were lost

At the promise of a New World.
Untamed vastness begging name and structure,
Forged to plow and steel structure:
The height of empire yoked to the backs of the suffering.
 
Changes, the oceans rise.
Hot, the sun burns,
Baking bricks of broad earth,
Little spouts, little children
Thirst:
The oceans rise.
 
Tomorrow is the sunrise,
Tomorrow is a new day
A way to grow, and expand
Urban sprawl,
Cramped caged lonely anonymous
Anyone, anywhere, anything
Androgynous, homogenous,
Banal and tame
Dashed with violence:
The era of imprisonment.
 
Whenever did a dream matter
More than in an empty heart hardened
By exposure
To the myth of rugged self-reliance:
Spartan wealth.
 
Mental-sane,
Man-made, structured fruits,
Skies-scraped,
Babies raped, perverse thought and art
Entertains enraged
Caged ape-children
Given the world
And raise her through
Un-checked waste.
 
Golden past, unarticulated
In manic minds
Interrupted by scores of conveniences
Designed to diminish time
And consume silence.
 
Hands diminished by misuse,
Life-less limbs pruned by hours of abuse,
Frugal to a fault the unspent challenges
To grow around the unexpressed.
 
A sacred shrine to poverty:
The horn of plenty,
A bone picked clean,
The city.
 
How through the hurling night
The wraiths of their beings
Scream:
Night terrors.
 
The lonely buds of spring
Develop bravely
against the shock of danger.




~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot 

Haiku For A Friend

Flowers for your heart
and bright rainbows from the storm:


a landscape baptized. 




~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot






Haiku of Fish

Two scaled fishes swim
Against the other’s current


A heart, divided




~Anna Chlewicki Lightfoot